i'm rotting in office. almost decomposing. so i went kaypoh-ing around in frenster. i looked at my fren's pictures. they look so happy. with a fun-filled life with frens. it makes me feel so different. i feel like a broken doll. with broken family. half broken r/s. broken life. i barely get to see my girls. i have to fly home after work to face a half-psychotic mom. a problematic sister. a father who doesnt care abt anything at home.
u call this life? i rather be dead. at least i'll have peace.
so controlled. i cant go out past a certain time. i got locked out of house on my birthday and on many numerous uncountable occasions.
sounds like a loser eh? i totally agree. i'm a loser broken doll.
it's only a matter of time before i turn totally psychotic or insane.
my life is just so jian. shrugs.